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Can Someone Just Please Knock Me Out? December 3, 2004

I can’t sleep. I’ve been awake since 5:30, and that was after a very restless night’s sleep. The alarm isn’t going off for another hour, but I couldn’t stand to just lie in bed anymore. So, I decided to take some solace in my beloved internet.

I am so nervous about today. I keep wondering when exactly they would call me if none of our embryos survived the thaw. I doubt it would be this early. The waiting is excruciating.

I think it’s quite ironic that I received my first piece of spam email in my gmail account today. Oh, I get plenty of spam in my other accounts, but so far I had eluded the spammers with my gmail account. Want to know the title of the email? “Save on your Vicodin now.” The text of the email included: “You need Vicodin? No need to wait any longer!” My first thought was, “Yes, please. Can I have some right this instant?” I am beyond thankful that I will be getting some good IV drugs today. Well, that’s assuming that our embryos make it to transfer.

You know what’s sad? It’s really sad that anytime I type “IV” I end up typing “IVF” and have to delete the “F.” Anyway, I’m going to go try to keep occupied on the internet until the alarm finally goes off. I hope my next post is a tad more cheerful.

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1. Julianna - December 2, 2004

Hi Sweetie!

I am so excited for you tomorrow. Yes, I am excited for you, not nervous for you.

I am so glad that you are going to be sedated, and I KNOW how scared you are, but you will be fine.

Everything will be okay. Hang in there.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

2. Joanne - December 2, 2004

I’ll be thinking of you tomorrow, hoping it all goes swimmingly.

3. amyesq - December 2, 2004

Amanda,

GOOD LUCK tomorrow!! I will be thinking of you and praying for you! I know you will be resting (you BETTER be!) but maybe your Dh could get on and post about how it went?

-AmyY

4. Dawn - December 2, 2004

best of luck tomorrow, sweetie. I will be thinking of you!

5. Heather - December 2, 2004

Good luck tomorrow! Can’t wait to hear how it all goes. I’ve got a good feeling. :-)

6. Kim - December 3, 2004

Amanda: I’m thinking of you today. Good luck with the whole transfer.
Kim

7. Brenda Sumner - December 3, 2004

Good luck today!!!! Will be thinking about you!

8. Joanne - December 3, 2004

Oh, for a crystal ball. I hate the constant “not knowing” that comes with this whole infertility mess. I’m hoping hard for your good news.

9. Julianna - December 3, 2004

checking and checking and checking on you.

You’re in my thoughts.12/2/2004 12:32:27 PM