But I Was Doing So Well February 20, 2005
I was proud of myself for staying calm, cool, and collected under the circumstances this weekend, but I guess it couldn’t last forever. I am so damn nervous right now. I think there may be actual knots in my stomach. Tomorrow is going to be a big day. I’m just terrified that it’s going to be a devastating day.
- Posted in : IVF Part 3: IVF #2
- Author : amanda
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I sat in the bathroom at work and cried all day before and waiting for the call for my 2nd and 3rd betas - this is SO hard and there is just nothing you can do but suffer through the minutes till that phone rings.
Holding your hand in cyber space. Hope that helps some little tiny bit.
Dana
Holding your hand, too. It really, really sucks to have to wait for those next betas. I’ve done it so I know. I am so pulling for you right now.
Amanda - I am sorry I haven’t commented. Half of me wants to scream “OH MY
GOD I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU” and half of me says “Let’s wait and see before we get ahead of ourselves.” So I can only imagine how YOU must be feeling. I guess all I can say, maybe for perspective, is that I would kill to get a beta like that, simply because I have never gotten that far. So whatever today’s outcome, remember that you have hit a new milestone and if this isn’t the one maybe you are that much closer for the next time, if you are able to do another one.
Hmm..this comment sounds more negative than I wanted it to. Believe me, if your beta doubles there will be no one, aside from you and your husband, cheering louder than me! Best of luck…
Wishing you lots of luck with the 2nd beta test!