Way Too Freakin Early May 12, 2005
This is getting ridiculous. What’s up with this insomnia? Every night since transfer I’ve been waking up around 3:30am to pee and then can’t go back to sleep. Same thing happened tonight. I tried to go back to sleep for an hour but finally had to get up. I’ve been out of bed for over half an hour and still feel like I’m nowhere near being able to go back to sleep. Thus my posting at 5:00. I’ve never had this kind of insomnia with any of my other cycles. I’m thinking this is going to get old fast.
I realize I’ve been just a tad on the psycho side the past couple of days. Evidence here and here. I think I’m going to try to chill the fuck out, though. Seriously, like I don’t have enough to deal with without flipping the fuck out on a daily basis.
This 2ww has just seamed harder from the get go this time around. I don’t know if it’s just because each subsequent 2ww gets harder or what. It’s just so much harder this time.
Nonetheless, I’m going to attempt to not go psycho for a little while. I guess we’ll see how long that lasts.
- Posted in : IVF Part 4: FET #2
- Author : amanda
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The 2ww is cursed I swear! I couldn’t sleep the majority of mine. That unto inself is enough to drive us batty.
I’m thinking of you.
Are you on progesterone? Sleep disturbances are a possible side effect.
Aaargh 2ww. Dontcha wish you could fast forward life sometimes?
I blame the hormones too! I am hoping you don’t get a decent night’s sleep for the next , oh! let me see, 8 and a half months hahaha.