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Seriously, I Can Take No More May 19, 2005

I really wanted to write a non bitchy post today. Guess it’s not going to happen. I’m so on the edge right now.

I finally got my records in the mail. However, they were not complete. There were several things missing including my endo biopsy reports. I called my RE’s office and spoke to the person who handles the records and was told that she had just assumed I already had those. Um, hello. I specially told her that I needed those. It was even written on the damn record request form.

That’s not the thing that’s pissing me off, though. When she went back through my chart she could only find the report for the beta 3 integrin biopsy. No report for a standard endo biopsy was anywhere to be found. When she asked for clarification on this, she was told that the standard biopsy was never performed. What the fuck? I was told that the result was normal. Did someone just lie to me about that? I sincerely hope she’s mistaken or I will be throwing a fit. A big one.

This conversation occurred at 8:00 this morning. I was told that my IVF coordinator would call me so we could talk about the situation. Now, more than 6 hours later, I have not received a call back.

Ok, I just called back since no one had called me. Apparently my IVF coordinator left for the day without returning my call. I’m raising hell tomorrow morning. Can you see why I’m so ready to be out of there?

FRED is also pissing me off. I broke another one out this morning and watched the stick for the full 10 minutes. Negative. No surprise. None at all, so I went back to bed. Of course, I had to look at the damn thing again after I got up an hour later. There was the faintest hint of a second line. It was colorless, undoubtably undetectable to the non infertile’s eye, and obviously showed up way beyond the time limit. Can we say evaporation line?

I know it’s an evap. I’ve had them before. I know it means NOTHING, but it’s just enough to fuck with my head.

I really could use a drink right now. My blood is just boiling thinking about how I am being treated by my clinic. It wasn’t always this way. When I was fresh meat I was treated very well. Now that I a four time loser, and they know I’m out of there after this cycle, I’m being treated like total shit. It just pisses me off to no end.

So, if anyone hears some major bitching and yelling tomorrow morning, that will be me. I cannot wait to get this beta over with so I can get the hell out of dodge. If I never set foot in that damn office again it will be too soon.

Comments»

1. Lisa - May 19, 2005

I CANNOT believe she left for the day without calling you back! Unbelievable! What a crappy day…raise hell tomorrow.

2. mackenzie - May 19, 2005

Kick some major ass tomorrow. Then, when you’re finished and they’re begging for mercy, let us have ‘em.

3. Jenn - May 19, 2005

How can they just NOT do the biopsy??? Give them hell!

4. Suz - May 19, 2005

I hate your RE’s. That behavior is simply unexcusable. I’m so sorry that you have to put up with such crap, on top of dealing with the fickle FRED, no less.

5. Julianna - May 19, 2005

Damn, damn, DAMN………

thinking of you, my dear

6. B - May 20, 2005

OhMyGod. Just…Ugh. I agree - give them hell!

7. Dana - May 20, 2005

I found FRED to be a big loser - Aimstick was my man -

I live in Charlotte - I know you are in NC, if you’re interested in Clt area clinics email me -

I hate the way you are being treated, totally unacceptable!!

8. amanda - May 20, 2005

Dana- I actually live in TX. FRED is a loser, but he’s always been right for me.