Only Halfway Done? June 16, 2005
These stupid birth control pills are doing me in. I’ve turned into a depressed mega bitch, and it’s not pretty. Plus, I’m only halfway done with the fuckers. Normally after two weeks of popping those little pills, I’d only have one week left. Not this cycle. I get to experience the fun side effects for four weeks.
I really don’t know what to do with myself. I’m trying hard to fight the mood altering affects of these BCPs, but it’s hard. This has happened before, and I had to switch brands. I don’t want to have to do that this time, but I don’t like me right now. I don’t like the fact that I’m either a weeping mess or an angry bitch. I just want to be a little happy and to have a tad bit of control over my emotions.
Still no luck on the sperm transportation front. I think I’m getting closer, though. I found out that new clinic has a tank I can use, but I couldn’t use it today. It apparently needed to be charged. Who knew that sperm tanks have to be charged? Anyway, things are scheduled for tomorrow morning. I’m really not counting on it actually happening, but we’ll see.
- Posted in : IVF Part 5: IVF #3
- Author : amanda
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You would think that a medical transportation service would fill this niche. Why make patients get a big tank and transport the sperm themselves when you could provide that service more efficiently and charge for it at the same time? That doesn’t make any sense to me.
So sorry you are having to deal with so much crap lately!
Thinking of you.
Ugh, I firmly believe that BC pills are evil. I had 4 1/2 weeks because of lab maintenance, and by the time I reached week 3 I was moody as all get out.
I hope the transportation works itself out soon. At the rate the clinics have helped, the sperm could have walked from shitty clinic to current clinic.
I hate the BCP’s. They’re vile, vile, vile. It’s always amazed me that some women take them without effect while they turn me into a bloated, raging, nauseous mega bitch.
Down with BCP! I just went back on the same pill I took for 8 years without incident and yet now it makes me feel nauseous all the time. Barf. Fingers crossed that you get this damn sperm ordeal resolved asap.
I was on 6 weeks of bcps last summer - oh the fun! The joy! The inlaws that were here!
Good luck with the transport, maybe that’ll perk you up once that monkey is off your back.
I so hope you can have your “Final Fuck You to SAC” party soon. Those bastards.