I Need More Distractions August 29, 2005
I hate that Katrina is wreaking havoc across the South, but I have to say that staying glued to the TV to watch what she was up to this weekend was a great distraction from the whole ultrasound thing.
We ended up on the very west edge of the storm. It’s been pretty windy and fairly rainy here today, but it’s really not been that bad. My heart goes out to all of the people to the east of us who are getting hit badly right now.
We haven’t lost power yet (knock on wood) so I’m assuming my appointment is still on for tomorrow morning, and I am freaking out big time. My heart is beating quickly, and I’m filled with nervous energy.
I really think we’re going to go in there tomorrow and find out that it’s all over, and that terrifies me beyond belief. I would love to be wrong. Oh, how I would love to be wrong, but I’m scared that I won’t be. I don’t want this to be over. I don’t want to be crushed yet again.
It really felt like tomorrow morning would never come. I mean, time has been ticking by so fucking slowly. Now it’s almost here, though, and I don’t know if I’m ready. I guess you can’t really ever be ready for something like that.
I can see my life going in one of two different directions. It’s like I’m standing in the fork of the road right now waiting for fate to tell me which way to go. I obviously don’t know what lies way down either path, but I sure know which one I’d rather be heading for come tomorrow.
- Posted in : IVF Part 5: IVF #3, various other ramblings
- Author : amanda
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Amanda - I’m praying that you’re wrong, and for good news!
I have been thinking of you all day. You are doing amazingly well.
I pray you are wrong and you come back with good news.
I am sending you all the love that I can muster.
I hope everything goes well for you tomorrow.
Will be thinking of you, come what may. All luck to you tomorrow.
There’s nothing that can prepare you for something so momentous is there? I sincerely hope your feelings are wrong and the news is monumentally awesome. Good luck, be strong and know that you have women online who really care about you.
Good luck tomorrow
I’m praying for the best for you tomorrow. You have been an incredible inspiration to myself and, I’m sure, many others who follow this blog. Your determination is amazing. I really hope tomorrow will be the end of your struggles and the start of the new life which you deserve so much…
Amanda,
I’m praying that tomorrow will bring some very positive news for you and your husband. Everything crossed for you my friend. Thinking of you!
I’m thinking of you and wishing you wonderful news tomorrow.
We will be here for you Amanda, no matter what.
I’m not really the praying sort but I will be thinking of you. I can’t tell you how much I hope it will all be ok.
Hope you don’t mind that I’ve said several prayers for you. Man do I hope you get good news tomorrow.
I’ll be thinking of you tomorrow. Good luck!!
I’ll be thinking of you! Best of luck, I’ve got a candle lit for you, I hope it all works out for the very very best. You deserve it so much!!
I’ve been praying for you guys, Amanda, even though I’m too much of a heathen to have much clout with the universe/powers that be. Please let it be okay.
Good luck, Amanda.
I am hoping for the best for you tomorrow. Please try to stay strong, no matter what the outcome. We are here for you!
keeping everything crossed that tomorrows u/s brings back some great news… good luck lovely
I’m so glad you’re safe and sound. I hope you stay that way.
I will be thinking of you today and wishing you nothing but the best.
Amanda,
I am praying so hard for you. I couldn’t sleep last night and I thought about you the whole time.
Keeping my fingers and toes constantly crossed for you today.. Post soon cause you have tons of us out here pounding your server with refreshes.. Best of best of luck!!
Keeping my fingers crossed for you today. I hope all goes well.