Thanksgiving Post: Take Two November 23, 2005
Let’s try this again. I’m done with my pity party. I hate being a whiny blogger, but I’m just so damn good at it. It’s not one of my favorite traits, though, I must admit.
I’m hoping the Thanksgiving fairy (there’s one of those, right?) brings me my period. Not that I’m a total fan of the whole period experience, but it’s got to beat this raging case of PMS that’s plaguing me at the moment. I swear, I have a major urge to rip out all of my girly organs. Plus then I can schedule my hysteroscopy and get this show on the road.
Wait, was I whining and complaining again? Shit, I can’t even control it when I’m trying.
Sometimes I have to vent to preserve what little remains of my sanity, but there comes a time when I really must give myself a big kick in the ass. Yeah, things aren’t always rosy, but there is more to life than constantly dredging up the bull shit.
So, I’m going to attempt to have myself a good holiday weekend. It might be hard at times when my inner scrooge comes out to play, but I’m going to make an effort.
I hope all of my blogland friends have a very happy Thanksgiving. I sure am thankful for all of you guys.
- Posted in : Limboland: the aftermath of IVF Part 5
- Author : amanda
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I hope you have a good holiday, Amanda. I’m thinking of you.
happy thanksgiving to you, too, amanda.
Hope you have a great Thanksgiving Amanda.
We don’t have thanksgiving here in Aus, but I’m thankful I found your blog all those months ago, your a good woman Amanda and no matter what you think we like your whiny posts :) have a goodun lovely.
Happy Thanksgiving Amanda! I’d say try not to “make” yourself try to be happy - if you want to get under the covers with a box of donuts and cry - do it. Everything that’s happened and pms - not a great combo. Have a pill, pull out the vodka, get a massage, have a bath - do something nice for yourself friend-O.
Blogs are for venting and certainly for whining about PMS. In fact, if I’d had access to a computer over the last few days, I would have posted a hormonal rant so seething with evil that the screen would have blown up. Hope you had a nice carb laden Thanksgiving.