I Don’t Get It March 30, 2006
I don’t think I will ever be able to understand the unfairness in this infertility world. It’s just not possible to comprehend. Why, oh why would the universe be so cruel to Julianna? I know there are no answers. I hate that.
There are some people I’ve met while going through all of this IVF stuff who hold a special place in my heart. Julianna is most definitely one of them. She’s always been there for me. I wish I could do more to be there for her while she’s going through hell. That’s what it is. Pure hell.
I truly wanted this for her as much as I do for myself. It’s killing me that it didn’t work out for her. I fucking hate the universe for this.
I’m so very sorry my sweet Julianna. So sorry.
- Posted in : various other ramblings
- Author : amanda
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I know. I was horrified at her news. After all this, to have a chemical is just awful.
I know, Amanda. This is awful.
It just sucks big ones! I hate this crap also. So many deserving people have to deal with this crapola.
Even after all this time, I’m still blown away by the unfairness of it all.
Sometimes I feel like the universe just likes to f*ck with people- some more than others. And Julianna is one of those that just can’t seem to catch a break. My heart is breaking for her.
My heart broke with you & now with her.
I hate the heartache & dissapointment. I don’t see any reason for it.
Just to reiterate what everyone has been saying – I just don’t understand it. The process is not fair. Life is not fair. I am thankful that we have this cyber-network…when shit hits the fan, there are hundreds out there who can relate. Comforting, but doesn’t take the sting away.
I know. It is just so completely cruel and unfair. Life really sucks.
It seems like it is a very cruel lottery.
When I read of someone like Julianna having a chemical after all of those IVFs and with so many beautiful embryos it just kicks with wind out of my sails. It’s unfair, devastating, and it reverberates through all of us that know her.